Recently life has been a rush, one I feel like I cannot keep up with. I tend to go everyday day by day, without trying to stress myself out. I care so much about things, sometimes things that really don't matter and they keep me up at night. I have been on a mission to try and change my way of thinking, so far so good I do feel more relaxed but still have some bad days. Recently all I have been wanting to do is sleep, after work I have a nap and end up waking up at midnight, on my days off I find it hard to do things. This has made me think about what I can do to improve this and to stop feeling so bad about myself. I have been making changes ones I feel proud of, yet I still have a long journey ahead of me. Below I am going to type out some new goals for myself, things I want to change over the next few months to a year.
'What you think, you become. What you feel you attract. When you imagine, you create'
Move house: Our house means so much to us because we work so hard for it, it has been something we have wanted for so long. We are now on the look for a new, positive house to live in, so moving is a big part of this year. A positive place to come home to after a long day, one we are happy in. We love this house but we just need a change of scenery and a positive place to be. I am excited to buy new things for our new start and to make it our own.
Join the gym: I am on the hunt to join a gym, I have been reading EmTalks blog and it is super motivating. I do want to improve myself and my body, to become healthy and happy. This is a huge step I want to take within the next few months, I really enjoy the gym too. It helps keep me positive and motivated.
Positive attitude: I have a positive attitude to life, yet sometimes it gets blocked out by stress, tiredness, anxiety and worry. Recently we lost a good friend which was heart breaking, it spurred me on to make a better life and to never forget how life can be. I want to make time for myself to grow as a person and to make time for others to make sure they are okay too. A change in mind can work so well, so far so good.
'What consumes your mind, controls your life'
Blog:My blog means the world to me, it is something I am proud of. I have come so far in the four years I have been running it. It relaxes me and it is something I am very interested in. I want to make more time for it over the next few months, I work full time but I realise it is all about planning. Thank you for sticking around while I get used to a new routine, a job I enjoy too.
Time: I want to get better at making time for myself, things I enjoy and my family. I tend to worry about everyone, everything before I even start to think about myself. So I need to do things I enjoy and do more of them. I love my dogs, my family and I need to remember to think about what I want sometimes. If someone upsets me I think about it for days on end just because I would hate to upset anyone. I try my best so I think I need to remember this and move forward.
'Do more of what makes you happy'
These are just a few things that I want to work on, I love my new job and I want to be able to improve myself and they way I think. When we lost a friend it made me stay up for nights on end thinking about everything, life is precious so just working on a balance in life it will help me to improve myself.